Its all about the lack of satisfaction.  Or the lack of needs that are being met.  While not alone I realized that its not as simple as I had once thought, because I'm indeed alone.  This is a real and recurring sensation that picks and burns at the bottom of the stomach as many would agree.  Unnecessary blame has been shot into my body and I'm looking at a option.  While being truly alone I would have less of this burn than while giving such valuable space to another.  There's no solution but to ride this one to an end and start from a new house. 

The floor shakes under until it appears there is nothing to fall on.  Ripples of flowing aura send before me all to quick for me to respond.  What does a person do?  Is this defeat or am I continually falling until something stops me, but I must keep my head together.  God, this pain is unbearable, coldness to a point of needles prickling over a million times. Those people just could not bear to choose ignorance, we are here now wondering when they will come.  What dream is this that I cannot awake from?  What is this exactly falling from our lives?  Calm this sensation of neuropathy.  Can we step too far?

This temporary glitch should be fixed within the day.  Nice that its not going away tonight.  Keep her brain numb and it doesn't move, but make her think and this pain seems to jolt through some many damaged dendrites.  Its okay, step by step we can fix this.  Wait! I can't fix this.  What is this confusion beyond my own knowledge.  This knowledge that is indeed my study, but I'm too early, this is happening too early, I don't know this yet.  She falls into herself while this outer soul attempts to free itself.  Calm this mind of reason, its racing with wrong ideas and answers.  She comes to me with my arms around her tight, and falls to the floor.  Is this real My God, what do I do?  Those people failed in excellence, pro's cant even spare one inch of time.  We put this in your hands, and we wait.  We lean on forgetting, but let reason of those doctors tell us something near of the truth.